*** I'm in a self medication. I'm feeling stress and I badly need an outlet, I'm not someone who would resorted to talking to somebody in order to release these bad vibes inside of me. I'm just feeling that this is getting too much for me to contain.
I wanted to know what's the problem in me. Why I can't be like what they wanted me to be? Why can't I live up to their expectations? I wanted to be like that but I feel like something is holding me back. Where can I find the courage? Too many questions in my mind and I feel like I'll explode any moment.
Then I pause for a moment. And just stop thinking about anything. And I realize, that's it! That's what I need. I need a break. I need to have that break!
I know that I'm starting to become a WORKAHOLIC. Dumadating na ako sa punto na hindi ko na alam kung kelan titigil, kelan magpapahinga, kelan magpapatuloy. Hanggang sa napagod na lang ako. At ayoko na gawin ang dapat kong gawin. hay!!! Nakakaloka talaga!!!****
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