November 8 2022

 I will never forget the expression on the cardiologist's face upon seeing the result of my stress test...   "ABNORMAL"... pero ang bata mo pa... he looked genuinely worried. 

To be honest, I kind of expected it already... with all the signs that I'm having. I already knew that I was on my way there. With the lifestyle, the eating habits, activities. Plus stress... yes, I expected it. 

Mga kasabayan ko, 85+ years of age  ....they were with either their kids or apo na yata. They must have enjoyed their lives already. 

There I was a 38-year old, not even half their ages. I feared na baka mauna pa ako sa kanila. I feared getting old sa totoo lang, ayoko umabot sa point na kailangan na ako asikasuhin ng iba for the basic things and to take care of me.. pero wag naman sana agad. Wag muna agad.  

I'm begging God to allow me to stay longer...

My daughter needs me.

Ang unfair naman sa kanya if pati mommy mawawala sa kanya.

Napakarami na nyang struggles sa buhay.

I just hope. In the remaining years that I got to spend with her. May it be filled with hope for brighter future, love, joy, peace and happiness and success.

May the Lord have pity sa aming magina. Kasi sa totoo lang. Nakakapagod na din talaga. 

 August 8, 2022:

Thank You Lord.

For the times that You continuously show me Your unending grace.

For the times I failed You and still choose to rescue me.

Thank You for this new day.

Thank You for the food on our table.

Thank You for the roof above our heads.

Thank You for the sources of our income.

Thank You for putting the right people in our lives at the right time.

Thank You for the small things that You continuously use as proof that You are our God. Almighty and powerful. Maraming salamat po sa lahat lahat.

Today I declare.

That You are our Lord and Savior.

The Master of our souls. 

The Writer of our Life Story.

The Guide to our Journey.

Thank You for all the blessings and healing that only comes from You.

Thank You for every day that You guide and protect me and my whole family.

Maraming salamat Ama.

Sa'Yo ang parangal at Papuri.

Ngayon at magpakailan pa man.

Amen.

Prayer for blessings

Dear Lord,

First, I thank You for all the blessings that You have given me and my family for the whole month of July. For the food on the table, for the roof above our heads, for healing every sickness that we have, for comforting us in times of frustrations and hopelessness, for continued giving us the reason to push through, for strengthening our mind, body, and soul. For every moment we enjoy Your great love and mercy. For all the moments that You remind us that You are our father in heaven and You are always there to listen. For the moments we failed to see Your hands in hard situations but You continuously give us reason to trust You more. For the times we fell short and sin against You. For Your unending and immeasurable love for us. Thank You.

Now that we are starting a new month of August. May You fill our lives with Your protection, Provisions, Healing, and Blessings in the mighty name of Your son Jesus Christ who lives and reign forever and ever.

Amen.

I declare that the month of August will be full of God's mercy, God's favor, God's healing, God's blessing, and God's protection for every member of my family. From the youngest to the oldest. From near and far. In every corners of the world. May the Lord bless our whole Bloodline in Jesus' name. Amen Amen Amen.

All is fine

 July 20, 2022:

I'm thankful for the days that the Lord has blessed me with courage.

Life's not easy. Oftentimes we'll encounter challenges, trials, and hardships.

It comes in all shapes and forms. Be it relationships, dreams you've been working on, career, anything...

But as long as you believe that the Lord allowed such to come your way and He will surely and definitely come to your rescue. You'll be fine.

These past few weeks and months is not easy for me. Motherhood (Single handedly at that) was put to test, under fire. But with the courage and faith from the Lord Jesus who died on the cross for me. I made it through. We made it through. I'm thankful for all the provisions that the Lord has given me. It's not an ordinary thing to be able to provide for your child, send her to school, and support her medications without a single cent from her father. It is all because of the Lord's hand working in our lives. And I will always be grateful for it. 

I always pray for my child. For her safety, for her happiness, for her health, for her well-being. I can't be with her twenty-four-seven but with the faith that the Lord does, I am at peace. All is fine. Thanks be to God.

For the good of all and harm to none.....

 For the good of all and harm to none..... I am manifesting money to come to me today. Been struggling financially since April this year and I am claiming that the Lord God will answer my prayer today. He will bless me with all His generosity and compassionate heart. I believe that the Lord will answer my prayer to have the financial ability to settle all my bills and obligations. That by His most loving and merciful heart He will hear the cry of her child. 

I thank Him in Advance. For all that He has and yet to do in my life.

In Jesus name, Amen Amen Amen