I speak the Name of Jesus!

 I speak the name of Jesus over my life!

I speak the name of Jesus over my health!

I speak the name of Jesus over my finances!

I speak the name of Jesus over my family!

I speak the name of Jesus over my career!

I speak the name of Jesus over my community!

I speak the name of Jesus over my daughter's study!

I speak the name of Jesus over my debt!

I speak the name of Jesus over the whole earth!

Lord! Help your child! I rebuke any attacks of the enemy to my life!

I rebuke any attacks against my finances! I bind every altar raised against my financial breakthrough!

I bind any spirit of delay in God's blessing over all of us!

I declare that the provision of the Heavenly Father is already on its way!

I declare that I am walking in the season of open doors!

I declare that the Lord my God, my creator, my father, is on my side!

I declare that the blood of Jesus Christ is covering me from head to toe!

I declare that any weapon formed against me will not prosper.

I declare that any attacks against the Lord's will upon my life will not succeed!

I declare an abundant blessing from the Lord will come to me today.

So that I could also bless others. And I declare that I will share the Lord's love, grace, mercy, forgiveness, faithfulness, providence, protection and favor to every people that He will put into my life.

Lord! break any spirit of fear, of anxiety and of depression within me.

Replace it with a faith so strong people will see you moving in my life. 

Father, you said to me. I hear you telling me. " Ako bahala sa inyo mag-ina"

Panghahawakan ko sya Lord! Panghahawakan ko sya!

Turuan mo po ako magiging matatag pa. Huwag mo po ako iiwan!

The road is really rough right now but I believe that you are walking along side me Lord all the time.

In your hands I entrust everything Lord.

May everything that happens in my life be according to your will.

Amen!

Amen!

Amen!

Help me Lord!

 Dear Lord,

My situation is not hidden from you.

I know that you see every tears that fall.

I know that you hear every silent cry.

I know that you feel every heavy weight of my situation right now.

Father I lift to you everything. Wala na po talaga akong alam na gagawin pa.

Kayo na ang bahala Lord. Tulungan mo po ako Lord. Tulungan mo po ako.

Nalubog ako sa utang. Kasalanan ko din talaga.

With my ignorance, my pride, I bring it upon myself.

Walang ibang pwedeng sisihin. I saw it coming but I neglected it.

Mas nangibabaw kasi yung desire ko to provide for my family.

Inilaban kong ipasok sa private school yung anak ko.

Pikit mata pina-aircon ko yung kwarto namin.

Everything I did. It was all out of love. 

Love in my own perspective.

Medyo na-overuse ko yung "God will provide".

Para sa delayed self-gratification na binalewala ko.

Masyado akong naging kampante sa salitang "Kaya ko yan".

Now I am at the pits of all these Financial Crisis.

Di ko rin alam kung paano pa makaka-ahon. 

Alam kong may magagawa ang Diyos.

Alam ko ding ang kalooban nya ay higit kesa kalooban ko.

Pero sa ngayon, mas malakas ang tinig ng takot. Mas malakas ang boses ng pangamba.

Pinaglalaban ko naman. Pinanghahawakan ko ng maige yung paniniwala ko sa Kaniya.

May panahong naiiyak pa din ako. May oras na hindi ko na alam ang susunod kong hakbang. Pero pinapaala pa din ng Diyos sa akin. I am your God! Wala akong hindi kayang gawin!

Kung hindi mo man kaya, bitawan mo na. Anyway, the battles that we have is not for us to fight alone. The Lord our God is fighting it for us. 

Once again. I'm sorry Lord for all my shortcomings. For all of my sin.

Help me once again. And help me live again Lord.

I beg you!

Help me!

Thank you Lord!

 Today is 24th day of May, year 2025.

I just want to say "Thank You Lord!"

For I know that the plans that you have for my life is always good.

Your mercy and Your grace follow me all the days of my life.

That even though I know that the answer to my prayers is not yet at hand, I know and I firmly believe that it is already on its way to me Lord. Thank you!

My journey has never been easy. I have a lots of ups and downs in life. But I thank you and I praise you for I know that through all the seasons in my life you were there. You are with me holding me. Even in the times when I feel like I am not worthy of your grace and mercy you never let go of me. Maraming maraming salamat Ama.

Patuloy mo akong gabayan. Patuloy mo akong ingatan. Patuloy mo akong patatagin at patuloy mo akong samahan. For I know, no weapon of the enemy will proper against me for you the Lord God Almighty is with me. In the mighty name of your son Jesus CHrist. 

Amen!

SAVE ME LORD!

 Dear Lord,

I am at the point where everything is crashing. 

My finances, my motivation at work. My confidence to give a comfortable life to my family.

I feel like nothing is left Lord. save me.

My health is failing, my finances is crashed, I'm broke and depressed Lord save Me.

Give me a way out Lord please.

Have mercy on your sinful daughter Lord.

Save me.

today, I would like to make a covenant with you Lord.

Bigyan mo lang ako ng pera pambayad ng lahat ng utang at Pang-tuition ng anak ko na sapat hanggang maka-graduate sya Lord. Ibibigay ko lahat sa Faith Fellowship yung sobra sa anumang ipagkakaloob mo Lord. Maawa ka Lord. You are my only hope. Huwag mong hayaang lamunin ako ng negatibong pagiisip Lord. Wag mong hayaang kainin ako ng pag-aalala Lord.  :(

Mahabag ka sa akin Lord.

Mahabag ka.

Praying for God's Strength

 May 7, 2025:

I never thought that the time will come for the relationship to end. How can something so right feel so wrong all along? That's how I see it. From a perspective of a mother who witnessed how a certain relationship brought back life in the eyes of your precious child then all of sudden it filled her eyes with so much void. I feel sorry for my child, I don't know what the Lord wanted her to learn from it. But I firmly believe that the Lord is with her all through her heartache. They're in a season of growing where strength has to be drawn from that One True source. 

Ikaw na ang bahala sa anak ko Lord. Ikaw ang nag-iisang nakakaalam ng lahat lahat. Ng kanyang mga lungkot, ng kanyang mga takot. Ng lahat ng nagpapabigat sa puso nya Lord. Ikaw lang ang may alam. I can only observe from the outside. Huwag mo lang syang pabayaan Lord. I know my daughter's going through a season. A season na bagama't hindi sya handa, sasamahan mo sya Lord. 

God will make a way, when there seem to be no way!

 "God will make a way, when there seem to be no way. He works in ways we cannot see. He will make a way for me."

This has been a familiar song for me growing up. My lola listens to it. My father listens to it. My mother listens to it. And so all of us siblings are familiar with it. As I grow older (grow?! hahhaha gets older nalang pala). I realized that more than just a song. It is a word of encouragement. It is a sweet reminder that no matter how dark the road you may be traveling on, there is a Heavenly Father cheering for you to get through it. Remember to always invite Jesus to walk along side with you. and when you are too tired to continue, know that He will always carry you. Magpapahinga pero hindi susuko. 

Let's keep our faith and hold tighter to it. He will not lead us to a road to destruct us, enjoy the journey and learn as much as you can. You will need that for the next level. Laban!